While you're cleaning up your mess the teacher's looking up your skirt.

I have been having a crazy month... a lot of fun mixed in with a lot of NOT fun. I am finally getting over my death plague... and finals are finally over. I have 6 months of school left, and it can not go by fast enough. The sooner I graduate the sooner I can make enough money to move out of this crazy house and into a cute place with Squidney.

I am too tired to even get started on my stress involving money, but it's bad. But at least I can get away from it and go explore some abandoned buildings with the pirate and curl up with Syd and watch our guilty pleasure. (Which happened to come out on DVD yesterday... *cough*)

Ew... and last night when I was leaving Keith's house to bus to a party for school, some guy who looked a lot like Snoop Dog fucking came up and grabbed my ass, causing me to half jump into the bushes and start yelling at him. And then when I finally got to the bus stop some 50 plus year old man named Chocolate D persisted in trying to get my phone number. What the hell?

Anyway...

Been messing around with gouache lately..


Bandit likes to watch me paint~


My friend Joel insisted on me making him a picture of a dinosaur killing robots... he was supposed to draw a schoolgirl brawl for me but I haven't seen anything yet T_T (watercolor)


I finally went to rainforest cafe! It was really cool XD haha. There was a thunderstorm... I felt like a total tourist or something... this is Joyce and Meescha, the two girls I spend all my time with while at school.


There were giant moving butterflies!


And big fat mushrooms of love.


Later that day I went on adventures with Nick! Including an art walk, free Jones Soda and scaling this water tower that secretly is holding some sort of mad science experiment gone wrong.


The inside... (that's where they keep the experiments)



The view from the top was really amazing.







Welll, finals are over. But the stress is not. I still have so much to do for Sakura Con, not to mention finding a job and applying for scholarships.... X_X Bah.

I had fun in the Mac Lab though.. best part of last quarter.
































Well to wonderfully end this update that I just did sitting here without any pants or underpants on, my brother just walked in!

How embarassing.

x___x;

breakfast of champions

Welll since Sydney and Suzye did a random old photo dump a while ago I figured I'd do it this way for fun... man I have so many crazy memories crammed into my 20 years of living. It weirds me out sometimes.

1. A picture of you in your room.


2. a picture with someone you don't actually like.


haha~jkjk..

3. a picture of you very drunk.


4. a picture on your birthday.


5. the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.



6. a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits
cause I'm a class ho~~



7. a picture of you making a goofy face.




8. a picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.



9. a picture of a night you regret.



10. a picture of you truly being yourself.


11. the most recent picture of you.


12. a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.



13. a picture of you showing off your new hair cut/color.


14. a picture of a time in your life that's over & you wish wasn't.



15. a picture of a time in your life that's over & you couldn't be more thankful.


16. a picture of you when you were anything but happy.


17. a picture that you had no idea was being taken.



18. a picture of when you were a different person than you are now.



19. a picture of you with someone you love.
my big sister~


20. a picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
a hot nerd/hamtaro fucker!



22. a picture of a time when everything was changing.



23. a picture that makes your heart hurt.



24. a picture that makes your heart smile.


25. a picture that's one of the best nights of your life..

I'm kinda like you.

Dear Sydney,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when I threw up in your sock drawer at the Elton John concert and I saw you sit on my salt-beef bucket. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand the middle-east is planning their revenge on you. I'm returning the pictures from Vegas to you, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I love your sweet, sweet ass and you should get that embarrassing rash checked.

Go milk a cow,
Bekah




In other news... this weekend was abso-lute-ly ridiculous. I feel like my stage show is starting to be more work than it's worth, at least right now while I am so close to finishing school. While out visiting in the smoking area of the club, some skinny high-as-all-hell scenester kid decided it would be a greaaat idea to run down the stairs to the outside and projectile vomit all over my back. This was followed by some rather frustrating behavior from a certain individual that I'm not even going to get started on. We weren't on until one in the morning, and I had been there since 4pm setting up and rehearsing. The actual performance was the only fun part of the night. And once it was over I couldn't get anyone to drop my off at Sydney's house. Thanks to Laura I was at least able to make it to MY house, but not until almost 5 in the morning. Raves are stupid. I then proceeded to cry like a baby and pass out, only to find out I somehow knocked the battery out of my stupid Hello Kitty alarm clock, causing me to miss out on a day of fun and much needed wonderful company.

The icing on the cake is that I left my toolbox on the bus with ALL of my sewing equipment (hundreds of dollars worth) and hours upon hours worth of homework in it. That was Thursday and as of today Metro still hasn't found it, so I give up.


All in all though, I still feel optimistic. I feel like there are some really good changes ahead, and I can't wait to see what life and summer bring.

When all else fails, there's always matrix dinner fights.

You complete me~

Sooo I have been getting super stressed between school and money, and yesterday I almost had a panic attack just thinking too hard about it. I owe my school money, and I have to get work done on my teeth that's gonna cost me 200 bucks. But if I dont fix it soon it will just get worse and result in having to get a root canal or something which will REALLY cost me X_X I don't know what to do~~ Bah! And nobody wants to hire a part time chick with pink hair and no car.

But ANYWAY, I was stressing out hardcore, and I told myself to just breath and chill out. I bussed to Sydney's house just to get away from my surroundings and we drank tea and talked about boys and all that jazz. This morning I put on some bird and the bee and bussed to school feeling %100 better. Everything is gonna happen one way or another, and it's all gonna be cool.

I got some cool new pens at Daiso for a buck so I drew this on the bus~



Also a few weekends ago Sydney, Chad and I ran into a GIGANTIC wiener-mobile!!


OH I also have a morbid fascination with this person's weird ass drawings.

McD girl--Colored by ~IamBBchick on deviantART

I said OOH girl...

So, amidst the crazy midterms I currently am getting bent over and intruded by, I still somehow found time to bleach my hair and have like a fifth of it break off to a couple inches, resulting in a really intense emergency haircut at my old work (Hair Club for Men). It's really embarrassing going into a high end 'salon' for the first time after quitting with the most ridiculous chemical haircut pleading for help.

RIP hair, I tried to grow you out for a couple years after my mohawk, but apparently you had other plans.






Tonight I am going to Hater's Ball, because it's at a skate park and because it's five dollars. <3>

Kids

Okay okay.. since a serious dent in my core group of friends has stuck to just blogger, I'm giving in. Mainly because I just miss reading their thoughts. <3

Might as well start of a new year with a new journal. I just got the last of the rice out of my hair from our rice fight! I have a great feeling about this next year. I guess the only real promise or 'resolution' I've made to myself is to be true to myself and be more proactive about expressing myself through painting and sketching, on top of sewing. I'm psyched. I will be turning 21 in May, graduating at the end of the summer, and hopefully moving into a super-fantastic house with Sydney in the fall <3

We got this, girl. Freaks and geeks unite<3

I also want to make more of an effort to travel, even if it's just down to Olympia to see Suzye, Randy and Zucchero. I can't wait until I'm done with school and living on my own, as much as I absolutely adore my family. I just feel like it's wayyy time to do things on my own. I'm done with "my mom said I can't"s.

Buuut anyway, I think it's about time to cuddle up with Bandit and watch My Neighbor Totoro (again). Enjoy my last Saturday before I'm back to school...